Voted off the Island

It is really hard these days to continue to put yourself out there friend wise.  I have had so many “Friends”  Who I would really care about just “Vanish” and become cold.  For no reason.  They are just short and obviously don’t care anymore.   Nothing happened per say.  Just gone.  How can you go from being with someone everyday to nothing?  Its like being voted off the island.  It just makes me incredibly sad.   You become use to someone.  Open your heart up to someone.  Given up things and defended someone.    But in the end, it really hurts.  I don’t mean to be a crybaby, but it is true.  My mother always told me that you would probably be able to count your real friends on one hand.  Looks like I don’t need all my fingers.   Its frustrating because you are suppose to make time for the people you care about.  That’s what I thought.   

A.     I expect too much from people

B.     I people are just selfish asses

C.     There is something wrong with me.

So why put yourself out there to get slapped in the face yet again.  But as humans, we desire that interaction.  As Christians, it is expected of us by Jesus.

I definitely fall short in this department.   

Sorry to be so depressing, but I am morning the loss of several friends.