Truth

Negative Nancy needs to speak.....I have been dealing with alot of issues lately.   Strange issues going on with my body. Unable to be treated due to insurance reasons.  My brain is on overload.  It is really hard when you are not feeling good to be far away from my Mom and other support systems.  You can work your tail off 99% of the time and the 1% that you end up not being able to function.  Truth sets in.  I have had a strong dose of reality what I really have here.  I try to be a good person.  I try to treat everyone with respect and love.  Yes I have a few that make me want to claw my eyes out, but I am human.   I pray everyday that I can get over that.   I love people.  I am loyal to my friends that I do have.  These days it just seems so hard to find true friends and people who love you no matter what.   I feel like this is so true.

You can easily judge the character of a man by how he treats those who can do nothing for him.
— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

When I am able to give and give and do and do, there are all kinds of people around. I am learning you can not live for work, because it does not live for you.   I am needing to find some kind of center.  I need a hobby.   I am at the age in my life that I don't like to go out and party. I like to be home with my family most of the time, yet I need something for myself.  I need to find something for me.  I would love to learn to sew or quilt.  I just don't know anyone who can teach me.  Scrap-booking seems like an error gone by.  Everything is online now.   So here I am my mind going insane trying to figure something I can do at this stage in my life to gain some fulfillment.  


Any Ideas and suggestions are more than welcome!

PS...I miss my Mom and I love my Husband